It was the same spot, the same feeling and the same circumstances. It is all coming back to me like a replay. My heart aches, my mind clouded and I think of running to God. Will he accept me? Will he deliver me. I found myself taking the easy road and running back to you is safer than continuing.
I tire, I cannot hold on any longer. The weight of the universe must have been dumped on me.
I cry, I wail and wipe my tears. Then this morning I thought to myself, "that was the place you were before, why do you want to go back there?" If the answer is that it is an easy way out, then I must stay put and fight on. Hate to repeat history when I have no control of you or the world. I have no control of even myself.
This journey hurts, its tough its hard, I am failing but my faith is still here. I must seek deeper. Things will get better.
Things will get better!!! Keep striving and trusting God. Prov 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him and He Will direct your path."
ReplyDeleteJeremaiah 17:7-8 “But blessed is the one who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in him.
They will be like a tree planted by the water
that sends out its roots by the stream.
It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit.”
Be encouraged, Jesus Loves you.
Thank you my sister. In him all things are possible. I have been feeling a lot of emotions lately. Don't know what to do with it.
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